Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Reading List

10/25/09

To the Lighthouse by Virginia Wolfe


Maybe I have matured a little bit.

Back in my college days, this was the kind of book that drove me crazy. For instance:

It is stream of consciousness – it is people’s thoughts. And you have to read very closely to figure out whose head you are actually in, because from paragraph to paragraph it switches.

It has very long sentences and very long paragraphs. It does not “move”.

There is no main character. There are just characters that interact – or do not interact. No good guys or bad guys. In fact, the person who you think the book is about – well she dies about half way though and leaves you with out a main character.

And it is not about going to the lighthouse. It is more about not going to the lighthouse. In fact, when they set foot on the island of the lighthouse, the story ends.

Just how are you supposed to “get into’ a book like that?

But maybe I have matured – because I liked it. I guess if I had too, I could examine it and look at symbolism, and uncover themes – but I don’t have to. I know they are there, but I’m not in college anymore, so I just took what I wanted. It is the kind of book that, without my spiritual side, could be depressing, but I have matured and I see the fallacy of some of the pessimistic philosophy.
Yea, I liked it. Yea, it is one of the 501 Must Reads. No, I would not recommend it unless you really wan to so serious reading and introspective soul searching.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Scripture Study - Rejoice Evermore

October 18, 2009

A message from President Jensen of our Stake Presidency

How to "Rejoice Evermore" with references to 2 Nephi Chapter 4

We all have our real down times - I mean real down times. So how do we get back "up"? How do we get going again? How do we rejoice when things seem to be going towards despair.

Nephi - well he did have it bad. His father just died. His brothers hated him - and were plotting to kill him. Yea, things were not looking up. So he took a simple six step method to get up and get going.

1. Recognize the problem - this generally happens when you are wallowing in the problem:
vs. 17-19
2. Remember - you have been blessed int he past
vs. 19-25
3. Why - if "1" is true and "2" is true - ask why
vs. 26-27
4. Snap out of it - take charge
vs. 28-30
5. Pray about it - unceasingly
vs. 31-33
6. Commit to do it - I will . . .
vs. 34

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Mar on the Road

Oct. 10 - 17

Mar made it safely down to Anne's for thew weekend. They went to a pumpkin patch with Isaiah and went to church. On Sunday afternoon, they drove to Gold Beach in Oregon. They stayed at a little cottage - and then I understand they moved to a bigger lodge on Monday.


Gold Beach is one of Anne's favorite getaways. There is an antique book store. There are little shops, but mostly it is just beautiful and away from everything. Mar said it was beautiful. (I will have pictures when she gets back.)

On Wednesday, Mar caught a cold - a real doozie. But it was time to start home. She talked to Anne and Richard and they plotted her a course to Logan. It is about a 16 hour drive.

On Thursday she left Yreka on the long trek. She drove and drove and drove - and felt miserable all of the way. She got to Elko, Nevada and just couldn't go on, so she pulled up to an EconLodge and got a room. She was still miserable.
Friday she continued on and finished the trip to Logan. Her cold is still bad, so I expect she will lay up there over the weekend.


At least she is in the same time zone now.

Lar in Chicago

October 11-16

This is a repeat of last week - back in Chicago. Travel for work again. (It is one of the reasons Mar has stayed "on the road" for so long.)

This was two classes. The first had 5 student for 3 days. It went well. The second was 2 days (material condensed from a five day class) with two of the original five participants. I must say I was not pleased with the way it went. The customers were overwhelmed. It is one of those cases where we did what the customer wanted - but the customer wasn't right.


The week in Schaumburg - that is where I really was - I have never really been to Chicago. Weather was a little bit cool. There were three day when it rained. It is starting to get dark early. So there were not a lot of things to do.


I did go to the temple on Wednesday night. That was nice.
And I got rear ended on the way to the airport, just a little tap. Neither car was damaged. Both cars were rentals. We drove on.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Writings - "Jasen - Gillette"

Another of the writings I did a while ago - enjoy if you can. It was after I finished this one that I realized that much of my writing takes a "dark"twist. Hmmm? I wonder what that is all about. Anyway, I think this is one of my best - even though it is not my favorite.

Jasen - Gillette

There is not a cloud in the sky. The ground is hot and hard. The air is dry and rests heavily on me with its 95 degrees. The row of power poles stretches off into the distance, each waiting. Technology marches on, like a junior high school perspective art picture. There is a barbed wire fence just beyond the poles. The fence keeps in nothing. No one really wants to be out here. I walk to my next pole.
Behind me is the Jason truck. It just pulled up to the pole I just left. Two weeks ago, I wished it was me working from the truck. It seemed like the cushy job. No digging sun baked clay as hard as city pavement. No constant disappointment with each measurement when it wasn’t the required 36 inches. Just pull up to the hole, put on the patch then fill the hole in. A cushy job is right. But now, the temperature in the truck would be, what, 120 degrees. Jason trucks did not have air-conditioning. And the patch, made of hot stinking creosote, would burn an acrid chemical stench into their clothes and nose. No, now it was better to be digging. At least after the hole you could walk lazily to the next pole while the almost perceptible breeze offered a little cooling.
There were 3 digging teams, each with two people. That meant that when you went to the next pole, it was actually three poles down the line. At each pole you passed, you would try to say something smart and sassy, but by the afternoon, smart and sassy had generally just turned to a grunt. The first team you passed would be cursing their lot. They had dug hard, hard earth for a long while to get their hole, and it wouldn’t be 36 inches yet. Sometimes a whine about why did it have to be so deep, but mostly a curse at why the ground was so hard, or the air so hot, or the world so unfair as to have to treat poles for wet rot in an area of the world where they obviously never got wet.
The next team would be just a little ways down into the dirt. Conversation with them was generally about maybes. Maybe that cloud would cover the sun. Maybe their dirt would be softer after they got through the crust. Maybe a tidal wave would come with refreshing coolness. All were equally possible. There would be no wave, the dirt was rock hard clear to the earth’s core, and the little cloud was so little it would never cover the sun.
Then, you looked ahead to your next pole, the centerpiece of your next hole. And there was dream, that just one patch of good soft fertile earth lay on this neglected desert land. Dirt that could be dug. Dirt that could be turned. But that would never be. Half way to pole, the guardian of your next land, the dream changed. You could see it wasn’t good earth. But maybe it was sand. Sand you could just scoop out with your hands, or clear out by the shovel full. Easy work so when the other teams passed by, you could smile and be smart about how you got the perfect hole. Then you were almost there. For sure it wasn’t sand. You could see the cracks in the sun baked earth. All dreams were shattered. It was just like the last pole and the last hole, and the ones before that. You slam your shovel down at the base of the pole. It rings and just barely chips the surface. Start digging and . . . Do something to take your mind away. Maybe a reflection . . . On where you are . . . And why.
Wyoming. Land of the western. Land of the cowboy. Land of the rattlesnake and the antelope and the prairie dog. Actually, there are some really beautiful parts of Wyoming. The western boundary, where it butts up against Idaho has beautiful mountains. The eastern edge, in the northern corner had just a bit of South Dakota’s Black hills. In the south where it borders Colorado, there are the Laramie Range and the Medicine Bow Range, both reflections of their taller majestic cousins in the Rockies. And of course the north west corner is possibly the Eden of America, with Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons. Yes, Wyoming has some gorgeous destinations, but mostly it has badlands.
The shovel hit’s a rock and brings the reflection to an end. Actually, a rock is a novelty. Mostly it is sun baked clay. Scrape the rock out and go back to digging.
I am in Wyoming. I am not in Eden. In fact, if there is a place in the lone and dreary world that is furthest from Eden, it is where I am now. Gillette. A nothing place. Just barren ranch land with not enough grass to really ranch. But those ranch houses need technology. They need the march of power poles. And those power poles need to be treated for wet rot in a land where there is no wet.
The next team is walking past, on to their next pole and their next hole. We talk a little bit about how the ground is going to get softer in just an inch or two more. Heck, we are down 14 inches already. Yea we will really have to hurry so the stench of the Jasen truck doesn’t catch up with us. See ya in a while, and thanks for the break and the chance to lean on our shovels for a minute. We start digging again. No is wasn’t any easier in just an inch or two more.
There is not much of a diversion out here on the dry, hot high-plains. Two days ago, one of the teams cornered a badger in a prairie dog hole. They poked at it with their shovels and made it really mad. In the end they had to killed it so it wouldn‘t attack them as they walked away. It made me sad. It made me think of the kind of people Jasen hired locally. Generally they were high schoolers who just wanted a buck or two. Mostly they were not in the upper 10% of their class. One or two had only lasted a day or two. It was just too much work. Most smoked. They all cussed. And it was good to not have to work in close proximity to their comments about life, love and women.
The next crew was walking by. The Jasen truck was just starting towards their hole. That made them just one pole away from us. Now we are 27 inches down. Our conversation with the passing team was just a grunt. We had to keep digging. We didn’t want the Jasen truck to catch up with us. Only 9 more inches to go. We would probably stop after seven more. Who cared if the creosote patch was 2 inches above ground. It would never get wet anyway.
How did I get hired by Jasen. I had just finished my first year at college. Montana State University in Bozeman, Montana. I did well. I had a 4.0 after the first year, but I was an undeclared major and really didn’t have any direction to my studies. It is easy to get good grades when you can take whatever you want. Summer came and I needed a job so I could pay tuition for the next year. There were no jobs in Bozeman, Montana. Then my brother called. His father-in-law had a company called Jasen Associates. They had a job in Gillette, Wyoming. It was a contract job working for the local electric coop. If I could get to the electric coop by 8:00 AM on Monday morning, they would hire me. They would pay for my motel room. They would give me a per diem for food. I could save everything they paid me. I looked on the map to find Gillette. It was about a 4 hour drive. I could get a ride. Sure, I’d do it. My partner was a similar hire, except he was from Colorado.
The patch was going into the hole one pole back. Do a quick measure. Slam the shovel against the bottom of the hole. Lean it up against the pole. There was a mark 36 inches up on the handle. Did the mark match the dirt line on the hole. It only missed it by 2 inches. Okay, maybe three, but that is good enough. If they guys in the Jasen truck want it 36 inches, they can just dig the last three themselves. They have the cushy job anyway. Get out of the hole and start moving on. We pass the next team. They just grunt, and cuss because this is the worst hole ever. The are only at 18 inches. The truck will surely catch up with them. I think that at least one of them won’t show up tomorrow. We pass on and about ten feet on my partner steps right next to a shallow hole. There is a loud rattling buzz and a rattle snake coils. He jumps. Boy does he jump. And then he literally sprints for the truck. He hates snakes. Both of the other teams converge on the snake. They kill it and cut off it’s rattles. It made me sad. I go back and get my partner. We move on, with him having much more care where he steps. At least we have something to talk about. This could supply topics for the rest of the afternoon.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Reading List

10/9/2009

Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury

I liked this book. I read it in two days. I got it because Mar said she wanted to read it. I will make a prediction that she will not like it.
It was eerie for me because I think Ray Bradbury, writing in the 1940s, really touched on a lot of conditions in our world today. Of course we don't "burn books". But the culture he described - the culture of just being happy and having fun with no responsibility. The culture of keeping everything fast. The culture where our country is "happy" and prosperous so the rest of the world hates us. That is the eerie part.
I did start the book with a false conception of why they burned the books. It was not so the government could control the people's minds. It was much more disturbing than that. You will have to read the book to find out.
Ray Bradbury didn't ever want to edit his book. However, he did write a two act play based on the book. In it, one of the characters is more revealing of the motivations. The afterword in the edition I read (the cover shown) has part of that revelation. Also, Other editorial information at the end of this edition is very meaningful.
Is it one of the 501 Must Read. I thought it was, but alas, it is not.

Lar in Chicago

October 5 - 9

Travel for work again. (It is one of the reasons Mar has stayed "on the road" for so long.)
This was a one week class, with only two students. However, these were two of the most pleasent people I have ever taught. And it was one of my favorite classes to teach. So the class was good.
The week in Schaumburg - that is where I really was - I have never really been to Chicago. Weather was a little bit cool. There were three day when it rained. It is starting to get dark early. So there were not a lot of things to do.
I did go out to dinner with John K. (from work in Schaumburg) and his wife. Taht was enjoyable.
I did go to the temple on Tuesday night. That was nice.

We got done a little early on Friday so I went to the airport early and got a standby seat on an earlier flight. As I got off the plane and turned on my e-mail on my cell phone - my real flight was delayed by over an hour.
So it was a good week. it would have been better if Mar had been home when I got home.

Mar in Portland

September 27 – October 28

As mentioned before, I flew out of Portland on Sunday, September 27. Mar didn’t. She stayed at Erin and John’s. It was a hard stay for her, because really she had little to do. She cared for Erin and went shopping and helped cook. Erin was slowing down with pregnancy. This was the way things went until Wednesday.

On Wednesday morning they went in to the hospital so that Erin could be induced. The started and things were going okay, except the little lady had her hand over her head. They just let it go to see if she would pull her hand down. After a while they broke her water. Things started in earnest then. Mar was watching the baby heart monitor and during a contraction the heart rate dropped – significantly. Mar just smiled and said, I’ll be right back and then she went to get a nurse. She met her coming down the hall – after she saw the same thing. It seemed that with the little lady’s arm above her head, it opened the birth canal just enough for the umbilical cord to loop through and then during a contraction, the blood supply to the baby was cut off. That was instant fetal distress. The doctor was called. They decided they couldn’t wait and they prepped for an emergency C-section.

Here is where Mar was honored and pleased. The doctor invited her into the operating room because she is a licensed surgical nurse. He told her to scrub up and come on in. So Mar was there when wee little Afton was born. She was perfectly healthy and all went well – as well as an emergency C-section could go.

They stayed in the hospital for 3 days. During that time, Mar worked a lot on her quilting project. She finished her book and bought another one and read it. Once they got home, she had more to do, and she got to hold the baby a lot, even when both grandmas were there. Erin really need her help for a while.

Well, another reason for her to stay was to get a new car from john. He found her a 2003 Toyota Camry – powder metallic blue. He prepped it real well. Rich said it was a good car. So after helping until she felt she wasn’t much any more, she left on Thursday.

No she is not coming home. She drove south and stopped to see Marry Elizabeth in Roseburg, and then drove on down to Yreka in California to visit her sister Anne. She will get home someday, but she is doing well.
Stay tuned for further updates.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Travels with Mar and Lar

September 21-27

Hood River, OR/Bingen, WA

If you are a careful follower of my life in this blog, you would know that about a month ago I went on a teaching trip to Bingen, WA. It is a little town on the Washington side of the Columbia River, just across a bridge from Hood River, OR, which is still a small town, but a monstrous metropolis compared to Bingen. Anyway, I got sent back to Bingen for another training event, so this time mar went with me. I had told her how beautiful it was so she decided she had to see it for herself.

We flew in to Portland on Monday afternoon and then drove out to Hood River. That first day we did nothing memorable, except find a very nice restaurant. It was so nice in fact that we went back another evening.

Tuesday morning I had to start class, so we got up, and I got ready and mar drove me across the bridge to Bingen. After the first trip, I told her how scary that bridge was. She just thought it was my bridgeophobia, but she found out that – no – really – it is a scary bridge – because it is narrower than my driveway. She decided she didn’t like that bridge either.

She dropped me off and then she went vacationing. First she drove to panorama Point which has a gorgeous view of Mt. Hood. (She took me there in the evening.) Then she started driving towards Mt. Hood. She drove all the way to the base and just loved the drive. We got back to the motel about noon. Then she made an appointment at the beauty school in The Dalles about 20 miles up river to get her – don’t faint – to get her toe nails done. So she drove to The Dalles and had a lot of time so she went to a museum there and just enjoyed herself learning about the history and wildlife of the area. The it was time to go pick me up so she crossed the bridge in The Dalles and drove back on the Washington side of the river. The net result of her wonderful day for me was that I had to fill the car with gas cause she used a whole tank in one day.



On Wednesday she relaxed a little bit more, but still looked around Hood River. When she picked me up, we drove west on the Washington side of the river down to the Bonneville Dam and just enjoyed the scenery. At the dam, we took a historic walk through the woods as Fort Cascade. Then we drove home by crossing the Bridge of the Gods back to the Oregon side.




Thursday – well I had to work again – but before work we went to the Spring Creek National Fish Hatchery. It is the time of the year when the salmon are running. We saw them going up a fish ladder into the hatchery, and then we saw how they get the eggs out for the hatchery. NOT FOR THE SQUEAMISH. The truth is that the salmon die right after they spawn, so at the fish hatchery they just aid in that process. Extracting the eggs is just a quick unsutured Caesarian. In reality it was cool to see. Each year they get fewer and fewer salmon returning. We did see something cool – they had a “wild fish” – in other words a non-salmon. They grabbed him and ran him back to the mighty Columbia.




Margaret spent some of that day relaxing by the Columbia River and watching the wind surfers and kite sailers. Hood river is the wind surfing capital of the world, but the first three days we were there, no wind.



Friday I didn’t have to work. We got up and relaxed and checked out of the motel and then went on the Mt. Hood Historic Railroad. It is a train ride towards Mt. Hood through the Hood River area. About 20 miles. We really liked it. It went by the river, then up to the orchard areas, then through woods and volcanic outcroppings and finally arrived in the little town of Parkdale. There we had lunch and then we came back to Hood River. It was fun and very relaxing.




Then we drove back to Portland by way of the old Columbia Gorge Historical Highway. We stopped at all of the waterfalls and ended up at Vista Point. It was a truly beautiful drive.





That evening we went down to Beaverton and had dinner with my brother, Terry, and his wife, Hallie. Friday was a truly enjoyable day.

Saturday, we went to see Erin and John in Aloha. They spent six months living in our basement, so they are much like family – well, they are – niece and nephew. Erin is expecting next week. We drove to downtown Portland just to look around and then had dinner with them.

Sunday – well I had to go home. I had to go to work on Monday. But Mar stayed around to help with the upcoming birth. Plans were for Wednesday – but that is a whole other story.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Reading List

October 5, 2009

Paul of Dune – Brian Herbert and Kevin Anderson


So the story is, I was in the Portland airport facing a 4 hour delay and was out of things to read. So I went to the book store and – this is what I choose.

A long time ago, I read Dune. It was okay. So then I read the second book in the Dune series – Dune Messiah. It happens 10 years later and it was hard to figure out how you got from one story to the other. This one covers some of the time in between the two books - and some of the time before the first book. I barely remember the first story now – I read it a long time ago – but it came back to me as I read. I must warn that this book is very violent. From our perspective, it is hard to really like anyone in the story. You are supposed to like Paul – but he is the new emperor, very much a tyrant, even if he is a reluctant tyrant - and the head figure in a very bloody jihad. He is loved or hated, with no in between. He is the target of many assassination attempts. And everyone is trained as “assassins” – and they all use their training – including a couple of five year olds.

The original was written by Frank Herbert. Brian Herbert is his son.

The book is written okay, but I am trying to figure out if he is trying to make a commentary on our time – very much a hyperbola if it is – or if he was just filling a blank spot from his father’s saga.

Do I recommend it? Well if you hadn’t read Dune, you wouldn’t get it. And the violence is sometimes disturbing.

It is not on the 501 list – but Dune is – oh, I guess that doesn’t matter.

Reading List

September 27, 2009

One Thousand and One Arabian Nights – Geraldine McCauchrean



This was a delightful book – and easy to read. It is a new version of the tales told by Scherezahd to her husband each night so he wouldn't cut off her head in the morning. They are mystical and magical. A lot of stories you would recognize - and a lot of stories you wouldn't recognize. No, don't get too worried, there really aren't 1001 stories - just 1001 nights.

I enjoyed this book a lot and would recommend it.

And it is on the must read book list.